I started playing Skyrim again recently, and I just wanna say. I believe it's the sexiest game to exist. I can play it for hours and never get bored. The soundtrack is relaxing. It makes you feel like you're actually in a new world, a new time period. It's beautiful. The way the game play makes it seem somewhat real. I'd like to have seen more clashing of swords instead of hacking and slashing then drinking potions. Daedric armor design is sexy as hell. Dragon bone armor I expected to look better than it did, it was a bit of a let down. Sometimes I get so in to this game, I take jobs and roles as such. Like. I'll just chop wood for days at Anga's mill for gold pieces. Or I'll go mining around the world for a while and seel the ore. Or go around with a bow and some steel arrows and be a hunter. The possibilities of what you can do are endless, all on a beautiful and realistic landscape. And I'm currently working on turning into a nerd and learning skyrim dragon language. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've built the ultimate treehouse in minecraft. Its 3 stories high off a jungle tree, with multiple houses, floating gardens, and shops. It has a system of waterfalls and bridges that lead to endless areas. I'm currently in the middle of building and finishing the library. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My doggie is amazing and I wish she was immortal but shes not so im sad. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So when I'm chatting up online people and they ask me my gender, then ask for a picture, I tell them no. They ask why. I don't look like the gender I am. Then the bombardment of questions comes. "are you trans?" "do you have a penis?" "do you still have your vagina?" "what about your boobs?" "is it weird?" "whats it like being a different gender than what you are?" Well first of all. You asking all these nosyass questions isn't making things any easier. Second, if you really wanna know all this, use google. It's right at your fingertips. I really don't wanna spend my day educating you about something that you can easily access any time you want. Being a different gender than what I feel is extremely hard, but not impossible. Nothing ever feels right. ATM I have long hair, I'm getting it cut soon, though. But it doesn't feel right. I feel like it should have always been kept short, but hasn't been kept that way. No, I don't have a penis yet. I hope to have one soon, though. Definitely looking forward to being able to pee without taking my pants off and freezing in the mornings. Recently my friend Riley, who's now Skyelynn, came out to me and a few others as transgendered. And I'm super proud of her.She's an amazing and super supportive chick about everything. She's one of my best friends c: Thats all for today, folks ;-; ~Jason
So I think I have the flu. I've had a fever ranging from 101-102 for the past 2 days. And I feel like I've been run over by a truck. Blaahhh. I constantly feel like I'm gonna throw up, and coughing. So much coughing. Kids, get your flu shots. The flu is fucking horrible.
My doggie has a weird growth on her snout. My dad was looking at it and moving the fur around it, and it just popped off and started bleeding. So we'll have to take her to the vet to get that checked out. My dad also thinks she might have a brain tumor. And I'm just like. :CCCCC I really don't want that to be true. Cause I love her. like. alot. I'm gonna go cry now. bye ;-; ~Jason
Today was my girlfriend's and I's 2 year anniversary. And I have something to say. Babe, You are amazing, radiant, beautiful, kind, stunning, intelligent, caring, funny, adorable, short, supportive, and just absolutely perfect. You are for sure the person I want to spend my life with, the person I want to raise kids with, the person I want to wake up every morning to, and the person I want to hug and snuggle when I'm upset. I can barely put in to words how amazing you are, and I can't put in to words how much I love you. Its this insane amount, and its always growing. I love you twice as much as I did yesterday, but only half as much as I will tomorrow Happy two year anniversary, babygirl<3 I'm sure there'll be many more to come. ~Jason
Today I met this guy on the internet, completely anonymous and all that through my friends new friendship project. (basically, you join a group without any gender or physical appearance labels and talk to people and get to know the person purely with their personality). I actually wasn't participating in the entire thing, so I had my (male) gender up and my name instead of anonymous, but we got to talking about the subject of transgender because my friend just came out about it. It was extremely interesting talking to him about it, he was completely new to it and he asked me if he could ask questions, and of course I was fine with it. But I was thoroughly surprised that his questions, which should've seemed ignorant, weren't. He and talked very shortly about that subject, but then went on to talk about lucid dreams and deep thinking. But I guess what I'm trying to say here is that if you know nothing about transgendered people and would like to know more, but more from personal perspective than articles on the internet, try your best to be like this guy. Be polite about it and try and seem less ignorant than you are. Basically, have common courtesy. (America lacks it, these days) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I already know exactly what kind of dog I want when I live on my own and can choose the breed. I seriously can't get my sights off a nicely trained German Shepherd. Beautiful dogs, extremely loyal, and seemingly invincible, they'd make the perfect family guard dog. I know it probably wouldn't be best to have him/her around small kids, but I'm hoping I can get it trained well so it would know better than to bite or growl.If I can't get a German Shepherd, I'll get a golden retriever. They'd make perfect snuggle buddies. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On the 16th, it'll be my girlfriend's and I's 2 year anniversary :3 oh mah lord I love her so much, it's seriously insane. For any guys who happen to read this and are like "Damn, I can't get any bitches":
-First of all, they aren't bitches, they are ladies. -Women aren't your sex objects. I know some girls are dressing slutty and asking to be treated like the corner whore, but have some chivalry -Treat them like they're your princess/queen. It makes all the difference when you stop treating her like she's your hotel and prostitution service. -Don't sag your pants. thats all. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My plans for college aren't entirely decided yet, but I have an outline. When I graduate highschool when I'm 18, I'm gonna move in with my girlfriend for a year, and just take a year off school and just have a full time job. Living in the new state for that year will also get me residence discount +1. once I'm 20, I'll start college and hopefully be done with my gender transition by about 24-25 if I rush it. It'll make starting a career easier. My life is confused :c ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Call of Duty Ghosts is awesome k. I played it for 4 hours straight today while dealing with prepubecent boys on Xbox live. The second part isn't exactly my cup of tea, but its fun to troll. Dat L115 with chrome barrel with thermal sight is boss. I tear up stonehaven and stormfront with it, along with the honey badger at times. And honestly, whats the difference between quick scoping and hard scoping? I'm so confused to be honest. ~Jason
