She and I got together 11.16.11, after me asking her out 3 times. Yeah, I was persistent. BUT I also got the most amazing girl to walk the Earth as my girlfriend :3 We were great for the first 5ish months, and then we started getting in to some little fights. I think we were just having little miscommunications and we sorta "broke up" but not really. We were literally only broken up for 10 minutes. Then things were really smooth for another 3 months, then we got into another fight over some trust issues. Keep in mind that our relationship is long distance, trust is EVERYTHING. We didn't break up over that one, just promised to always tell the other if something was bothering us, even if it was stupid and little. Then we didn't really have any fights until a month or so ago from today. It was before I decided I was trans and I still identified as a girl. So her mom decided to go through her phone and stuff and found some texts between us and stuff. Her mom flipped her shit and didn't like the fact that her daughter was bisexual. So we actually did break up because of her mom, but still talked a little bit. Those little talks while we were broken up were painful and heartbreaking, at least for me. This was also around the time I was really questioning who I really was. So in order to try and get over her, because I was sitting here like "shit, its really over. her mom lost it and finished us", I had a fling with this guy named Trevor. But of course that didn't work out, my girlfriend and I got in a huge huge fight over that, but eventually settled it. She and I are together now, and I honestly couldn't wish for a better girlfriend/future wife. I'm just glad that she accepts my decision for being transgendered. My biggest fear when I told her was that she was gonna think I was weird or gross like alot of other people think of it. She actually helped me pick out my male name, and its fucking awesome.
Yesterday we did adorable cute things like plan our life together and stuff. We want 2 kids, twins, named Caiden and Alexis, we both have fucking insane life goals. She wants to work in criminal justice and I'm gonna try and go in to the medical work area. Basically, we won't be hurting for money xD
Another thing I want to mention. My amazingly perfect girlfriend saved me from a terrible road of drugs, alcohol, depression, and suicide. When we got together, I was off in a bad direction. I was cutting, I was smoking weed and stuff from time to time, and I had been going out and getting drunk with friends a lot. She made me promise to quit doing it, and it took some time, I'll admit. But I've stopped now. I'm happily in love with her and making better choices about my life. She saved me from myself pretty much, and I can't thank her enough.
I love you so much Jalicat<3
~Jason
She read this, and she exploded in smiles and shit. mission accomplished
She read this, and she exploded in smiles and shit. mission accomplished
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